Masquerade
[ 3:00 AM ]
Emotions, nothing but the mere feelings of the heart. If you really love someone, you will set them free. Love is selfless. I say, love is possession and not sacrificial. I heard the true meaning of love, easily articulated but not practice. I, in my subconscious desire for simple love, often not found.
People masqueraded in our presence, careful analysed of their choice of words and actions. Carefully planned, yet carelessly shown. No one said it will be easy to find trust in complete stranger. If you have readily given yours away, don't be surprised, to be found lying in a pool of blood. The brutally act of honesty, an individual can get at the end of worthiness used by another individual.
(continuing convo with cherie, adam & weizhan) Yet, it is not often the unknown party who caught you unprepared. Betrayal, from those once hold dear to me (or anyone), I can't help but think - who they really are behind that mask of pretence? I'm beginning to feel the signs of lethargy.
(continuing convo with cherie) Love is selfish. In an attempt, to deny the expected but not expected truth. Some individual fall deeper into self proclaimed trap, a human mudslide that prevents them from standing up. How about investing a pair of Teva sandals, to trek better through the slippery ground? Well, it is inevitable for one to live in denial.
(continuing convo with weizhan)I have my fair share of life, that I mastered the art of lying through one's teeth. Words come out like an overflowing cup from the running tap. And such addiction, on the less appreciated defensive behaviour, that no one exactly knew me. It all comes with age and experience.
That aside, how far will you go to prove love is not a possession. Perhaps, love is blind in the first place. It blurred your vision to see through the clouds above your head. Sometimes, you think with your head, rather with your heart. Love is illogical, rationally said but not specially done.
The illusion of heart pumping fast, adrenaline rush that set your face red. "Oh, I'm in love." Think again, are you consuming alcohol that gave the you-swept-me-off-my-feet feeling?
My conclusion to you is, you're drunk.