[ 2:48 AM ]
There's this girl who said words with admiration for Honeybear. She clearly told me in her own way, she likes him and how he has made everyone happy. I heard people commenting how she seem to like him and how close they are in camp and in school. But I thought it was just his best friends, I have too much worries about.
Nonetheless, I didn't raise up this piece of news to him. I'm listening to his voice in my handphone, it's so sweet. My heart pumps harder and faster, like I'm in love again. But I never lost that love.
Assumption leads to complication. There are people who said he can lose his love so fast, because there is a girl chasing after him. He falls for her expressive care and take everything you had with him - as nothing. Only those people who are on par with me in a relationship, will understand how hard it is to say goodbye.
Could I been hearing it wrongly about this girl who seem so nice? Why will there be such a girl who openly chase after someone else's boyfriend? If that guy lost his love, it means he's never serious with you. That girl is just someone who offering open leg services.
I dare not say all these, strangers told me that. I'm just quoting what I feel appropriate here. I was in a camp training and this brought back some bad memories, but fond memories of Redang with him were highly delicious for my heart. Sugar rush.