I have been lying to myself, my friends and my classmates. How can I really forget someone I have spent 17th month with? It's not 17 second or whatsoever. That man has planted the love seed in me, the roots have grabbed hold of my heart totally.

Who could have imagine my biggest lie so far, is that I... (something can't be mentioned at the moment) But friends, please don't take it that 90% of the time I'm lying. It's a different issue. Did I take the promises I made too hard? 40mins ago, I just penned a letter of confession. I'm going to let him read it but I'm not sure when. I haven't decided how I should break free from myself?

Each time I spot him, I want his attention. On the other hand, someone has returned from Australia. Remember? I mentioned this senior who said he misses my voice? He's almost addictive to "me". I shall not elaborate.

On the last note, my male counterparts aka buddy/classmates, I'm on napfa duty today (22/11/07). If it's meant to be, it's meant to be. No, I'm not referring to my bear. I'm telling those guys, if they are fated to be under my detail, then it shall be. =)

Somebody, the "L" unspeakable (cherie) suggested we go JB later. I'm amazed. Alright, I'm the "L" unspeakable. I'm a lesbian, fine. Not quite yet... but it's seriously time for confession.